thoughts on my husband...

So, the clock says it's 10:22 pm and I am here at home with Jase (well, he's asleep) while Kyle is still at work! He has had a rough last month and I don't want to write too many details, but work today has been really long and stressful.

He is such an amazing husband and father. He knows he has to work, and he puts all of his energy into his job while he is there. I can see that he would rather be somewhere else and doing something that he loves, but this is where we are for the moment. Kyle is so dedicated and has so many goals and ambitions, that I know he will be doing something he loves and still be able to spend lots of time with us. I just finished calling him a few minutes before I started writing, and I told him that Jase was asleep already. He didn't say anything, so I asked if he was okay. I could tell he was tearing up and he was sad that this was the first night he hasn't been home to be able to say goodnight to him before he fell asleep. I of course teared up too...I felt so bad! I don't know if he wants me to write this, but I found it so sweet!

now, sorry to those who read this, but I am taking some time and space to write specifically to my baby...

Kyle - I want you to know that I love you soooo much! You are the best husband and daddy! Thank you for giving Jase and me everything we need and lots of things we want! We appreciate everything you do, for keeping us safe and healthy, for being the provider, and just for loving us! Jase and I always say our morning prayers and pray for you and say thanks that you have a job and are willing to go to work for us! It means a lot! I know that it's not always fun, and that it can be overwhelming and stressful, and we know that you would rather be here at home with us, but I can't tell you enough how grateful we are for you and all that you do! WE LOVE YOU!!!

xoxo